such a beautiful song

As i looked over my page a few minutes ago, one of my all-time favorite songs came on the music player. Megadeth's "Addicted to Chaos" I love this song. The mood, the tone, the lyrics. The lyrics were inspired after Dave Mustaine's mentor in Rehab died after slipping back into his old drug habit, and how Dave knew he would have to carry on without him. I first heard this song right after Melinda and I broke up, and it just seemed to perfectly fit how I felt. Nowadays, I just love it. I love the message of carrying on and dealign with problems strait-on

Addicted to Chaos from the 1994 album "Youthanasia"

Lyrics by Dave Mustaine

Only yesterday they told me you were gone
All these normal people, will I find another one?
Monkey on my back, Aching my bones
I forgot you said "One day you'll walk alone"
I said I need you, does that make me wrong?
Am I a weak man, are you feeling strong?
My heart was blackened, It's bloody red
A hole in my heart, a hole in my head?

Who will help me up?
Where's the helping hand?
Will you turn on me?
Is this my final stand?

In a dream I cannot see
Tangled abstract fallacy
Random turmoil builds in me
I'm addicted to chaos

Lights shined on my path,
Turn bad days into good
Turn breakdowns into blocks, I smashed 'em
Cause I could
My brain was Labored, My head would spin
Don't let me down, don't give up, don't give in
The rain comes down, cold wind blows
The plans we made are back up on the road
Turn up my collar, welcome the unknown
Remember that you said
"One day you'll walk alone"